My First Mother’s Day as a Young Widow

Mother’s day is quickly approaching. It’s another first “holiday” I have to endure as a young widow. Just like all the other holidays that have come and gone since Chaz died, I try to just not to think about it… But sometimes I can’t help it. And I begin to dwell in it. My thoughts for Mothers Day were really pretty selfish. Basically I was thinking that Chaz wasn’t going to be around to organize the kids to “get” me something. And it’s not like I wanted “stuff,” but more along the lines of doing some kind of keepsake, like … Continue reading